Beyond Expectations: There's always a rainbow after the rain

If you're one of my followers in Twitter & Instagram, you'll notice that my tweets & posts are somewhat sad these past few days. I may look happy and okay whenever you see me at school or in any other places but really, I'm not.. Do you ever feel like you're not good enough for someone? I'm sure you've also been hurt before by a friend or by someone you love. It's like I'm currently on a situation where I don't know what's the right & best decision to make. Whether to step forward, move backward or to just stay wherever I am now. Can't tell if it's the media that makes us expect more from other people, it's like "I don't need to tell you each and every detail of how I am feeling right now. (cause I don't have the guts to) Makiramdam ka." To tell you the truth, I've been hurt (many times) before and it's sad that in my 18 years of existence, I haven't learned my lesson until now.

If only I could turn back time and delete everything that I've felt, I would. It's not that I'm not happy with everything that is happening right now, It's just that maybe (just maybe) everything would be less complicated if I just kept it to myself. But yea, everything happens for a reason. I really don't have any other choice right now but to be strong.

I'm not sure if it's the weather that is making me 500x sad but as my title says, there's always a rainbow after the rain. We should always remember that. :) (Why do I sound like I'm writing a campaign or something? hahaha!) Anyway, look at my outfit! happy colors isn't it? T'was my first time to wear a pink-all-over ensemble. You know me, I hate Pink but a litle change won't hurt right? So I came up with this girly and happy looking outfit so the best accessory that I can wear with this is a smile :)