Monday, June 2, 2014

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last

Will you believe me when I say that I'm afraid to be happy? I'm afraid cause it never lasts. Whenever I get too happy something bad always happens the following day, not specifically the next day but it can be the following hour, week, month and so on. I know we're the ones who's responsible with all things that's happening in our life. It's our choice whether we make our lives a happy or a miserable one but we can never choose the situation..but we still take risks. Life is all about taking risks, right? Remember the saying "you'll never know if you never try." and so I did, cause I thought t'was worth a try. That maybe, just maybe it'll work. I believe that if you do good things, good things will happen as well but it seems like what's happening now is the other way around. 

It makes me sad to think that I've already spent so much time and effort but still, nothing changed. I don't understand how people can be so unfair to others. I mean, aren't you glad that someone is actually trying to make you happy? Are those kind of people blind or something? cause it seems like they don't see the people who's always on their side, those people who accepts them whole heartedly, those people who took risks, those people who still manage to smile eventhough they're dying inside, those people who think of other people's happiness first before theirs, those people who understands, those people who tries so hard just to make everything work and so on and so forth. But still, those kind of people are the ones being left, an option or being taken for granted.
Can't we all be happy without being sad or hurt afterwards? Can we just all be with someone that makes us happy so that in the end of the day, no one's hurt or no one feels incomplete. I don't know why we're all trying to complicate things. I mean can we just simplify everything? If that person loves you and makes you happy and you know inside you that you feel the same way, then what are you waiting for? Why do you have to prolong the agony? (Lol agony talaga?? hahaha!) Baka kasi mamaya or bukas, kakabalewala mo sa taong yun, mapagod at mawala na siya at magsisisi ka sa huli kung bakit nung una palang, hindi mo siya pinahalagahan. Tandaan, hindi nababalik ang oras. At hindi nababawi yung sakit na naibigay mo.
Ugh I'm just so inspired with what I've read last night. She's one of the Fashion bloggers that I look up to. She blogged about the people who used to make fun of her and I'm just so amazed on how she was able to write and express what she feels on her blog and so given that this is my space, that means, I'm allowed to express myself here. So thank you guys for reading what is written above. Always remember, don't be afraid to take risks. We might not be sure of the result but may it be positive or negative, It'll surely make us a better and a stronger person.
So now let's proceed on my outfit, shall we? :) Okay so this was the first layout from the photoshoot that I had 2 weeks ago. I've been wanting to wear this floral dress cause it's so fit for summer. I didn't wear any accessories for this outfit because I want my dress and shoes to do the talking :) Isn't that shoes spells out sophistication? The first time that I see those, I knew t'was for me and me alone lol!
I decided to wear that long black cardigan to balance the loud print and colors in my dress and shoes. I'm just so inlove with long cardigans. I think I already have 5 or 6 pieces sitting in my closet. You can't blame me, they're just effortlessly stylish. You can wear them on an ordinary day at the mall like you're just wearing a denim shorts,  a crop top or a tank top and a doll shoes. It'll magically turn your outfit into another level like you'll look like you've spent hours in the mirror. :) 
Long Cardigan NAVA, Floral Dress VandV, Shoes PARISIAN
Make up by Dana Sotelo

You might be wondering where I got my title, so here it is!