Beyond Expectations: It only happens in the movies

Finally! a breather post. Let's take a break first from all those school related blog posts. This is a long overdue post. I think this was taken like a month ago? As much as I want to blog this, my laptop won't allow me cause it's acting up already. I'm heartbroken :( And I got so busy with school. Recently, we just had a fashion show (I'll have a separate post for it) and in a week, we'll have another activity which I'm not gonna tell for now but I'll surely blog about it soon. :)

I can't believe it's already May. I mean, seriously? we're already on the 5th month of the year. Ahhh time flies so fast. Speaking of May, this is my least favorite month of the year. Scroll down if you wanna know why. Just for the record, I didn't tweet nor say something like "May, please be good to me." Hahaha Oh c'mon! I know a lot of people are guilty of that.

So why is May my least favorite? Simply because I had a not so good (well, it's not really good) experience in this month 3 years ago. It's like the person that's really close to my heart, turned out to be the person he said he'd never be. I just can't believe it happened, until now. There are so many questions that are left unanswered. I thought it only happens in the movies where the lead character would tell his/her partner the line.."You left me hanging.". but I guess I was wrong. Obviously wrong. That person was my strength, weakness, protector, clown, eating & adventure buddy, math tutor, punching bag, bestfriend & everything rolled into one. The one who gives the best hugs, the one who has successfully imitated my complicated handwriting, the one who will patiently wait for me outside everytime I'm asked to join a quiz bee contest & the one who never gets tired of singing every night just to put me to sleep. It still makes me sad everytime I try to think what went wrong. If there's one thing that I've learned after what happened, it's that you have to value and appreciate the people who loves you. Even the little things.. before, I thought it was just nothing but then I came to a point where I realized that those were really the big things. Honestly speaking, If only I could turn back time, I would.

So now, let's proceed to my outfit. Shall we? Every summer, we don't get to wear our uniforms to school so we're all in civilian everyday. Yes, everyday except Saturdays & Sundays ofcourse. So imagine my scenario every morning where I just stand infront of my closet and say.. "tons of clothes huh but still have nothing to wear." Well first because I can't just pick anything that I see in my closet cause my school has a strict dress code so I have to think not just once but twice (and maybe thrice) if the clothes that I wear is a school friendly outfit. And second, I don't like repeating clothes to school. (to school lang ha) Don't get me wrong. Ofcourse uniforms & school shirts are not included. I'm pertaining to the blouses & dresses that I wear to school. Since I was Grade 7 (which is way back 2008), it's like a golden rule that I set for myself. :)

So the first time that I saw that top, my goodness! T'was love at first sight. Imagine my happiness when my classmates gave compliments about my top. So kilig! and another thing that made me fall in love with this top is its color. It's just warm in the eyes and this is what we exactly need every summer. Don't wear dark colored clothes every summer especially the black ones.